Wow. I stay off my blog for so long and the first word I say, is not even a word. Yes, wow! I can't even start to fathom the amount of change that has creeped into my life. First up, relieved of school work. Now that's the true definition of relief. But the bittersweet emotion is overwhelming. Why do you have to leave?
'Sit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while', we're smiling but we're close to tears. I don't know what to write, this is an ultimate moment in my life. I really am short of words this once. I'm about to step into a whole new realm, realize a whole new perspective, and gear up myself for the world. But here I am, at the very beginning of it all, with nothing but hope, faith and a smile.
THE ANXIOUS DAY BEFORE, yes the anxious day before, when I finally get my results, and now that I waited this long I can't wait anymore. can somebody please hand deliver them to me right now. It's usually a huge block of ice that's stuck down my oesophagus but this time it's like a plant is taking life down there. Bloom already! All that work, all that hard work, all that juggling of work, all that time spent in the bus getting to class, all that time spent in class, all that time getting back, and it all comes down to this. I have my belief, I have Lord Buddha, I have my parents, My sisters. I just need to know.
Life is beautifully hard ain't it?
