today...was one of those days...u go to skul...do some work....laugh ur head off....
really was a good morning...2 periods of english and miss shohani ws appreaciating chamma's and my work...perfect...chem was nt all that bad...in fact i got 95% of the stuff and moreover it was fun...
evrything else went on fyn...nt realy something to blog abt...but now 10.13 pm....im depressed..
more than i had ever been in this year...:S
my mom just started blagarding me for a reason that i have no clue ive done wrong!! sometyms shes insane!! she just went on and on and on....out comes all these comparisons and all kinda crap...and what does it give me in the end?? nothing....
almost came upto a point of tearing....like girls do....lol...just empty....just...i dunno!!!!!
how ironic is this world? how ironic are we?
i thought i could go into a dark corner...hide myself from the world...and stay there...figuring out that my moms side of the argument was nt true...but somehow i felt soo bad about myself...not been able to live up to it....but i cant...i simply cant change my ways..and my instincts!!!!.
all of a sudden I started remembering stuff that gardi said at class today and how it made us all laugh.....his antiques at maths......:P...brilliant.....i could change my whole mood in a minute remembering those stuff!!! and most of all my dad...no matter what it maybe hes ALWAYS there for me....my mentor....my inspiration.....he even let me drive bak home at broad daylight!!! there are only 2 figures in this world that i lay my faith on...my dad and lord buddha...
but at the end of the day i noe one thing....no matter what it may be...my DAD my SIS, and my FRIENDS are always there for me....whether they noe it or not...i noe it!!!
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