Sometimes I wonder whether I should be more reserved and not be up and out cause of the role i'm supposed to play at school. But then again if I do that, I'll be kidding myself and I'll be faking my identity. Be who you are huh? Cliche much. But true to the core. I know I have self control and I know my limits, so why not play within those limits and enjoy each moment to it's maximum. Consequences later darling. But when the moment has passed, forget it and then think of the consequences. Just cause I'm being myself it doesn't mean I should take things for granted. Ah I'm trying to be a model of this perfect person in a perfect world. But really how far can I walk in that person's shoes? Not much!
The party yesterday was happening. Me and Navin found the way up to the rooftop, it was dark and deserted but we stepped onto the ledge and just stood there. Stunned and Motionless. The beauty the city below had to offer was just breathtaking and it froze us in that moment. The night sky is something that has been described infinitely by an infinite number of people, but it's still not enough to say how magnificent it is. The rooftop was a perfect place to have a smoke I suppose, but I know Navin doesn't fag and neither do I. Thankfully! So instead we sat on the ledge and had our little chat, girls being the subject inavariably. Darn it. Can't we chat for once without bringing girls in to the play? Well we can't.
Then the dancing. Damn. I've danced like a foo many times before. But never like this. It just went on and on and on. And damn it felt good. Us bunch got into a bunch and sang 'The Time' doing the leg in leg out, and man we made some memories. That's when the booze came in, well secretly of course. I had a beer, martini, vodka and scotch in one night! But hey, moderation baby. Didn't get hit, cause I didn't want it to get hit. Why waste a good night. Me, Chetha and Suhail! It's all about knowing when how much is too much!
I'd have wanted one person to have made it to the party. I don't know why, but a little part of me really wanted to see her. She didn't turn up. But it's okay. I had a moment yesterday that would have been really hard if she was around. It felt good! I think I was maybe a bit hazed by the scotch at that time, but the moment was good.
And then it got late, a little too late. 2.00 in the morning when we finally headed out. And that too not straight home. Went to Oshi's place. Had chocolate and started playing cricket in the road, under lamp posts at 2.00 in the morning!!! How often do you get to do that. Epic. Finally ended up home at 3.30 in the morning. Grounded!! But hey just for Sunday. Life is not so bad after all!
2 comments:
I loved the 'playing cricket on the road at 2 in the morning' part!
Haha yeah that was pretty awesome. Woke up some grumpy old people xD and got chased by dogs... otherwise would've played till dawn!
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