Optimus Prime

My attitude today? Is certainly better. It seems like I'm past a certain phase in my life and is on the verge of stepping on to another, rather better phase. And no the bottle did not help! The past week was like sitting back and watching a mini-movie, where I was starring (a definite flop =P). It had drama: exhaustion, trauma, hyperactivity, disappointment, fun, and the smile at the end. Life.

I've learned to bid goodbye many a times. The most painful was to Sadface, but I also said goodbye to the thoughts and emotions that were lurking in my sub conscious, clawing at my soul. Making me doubt the person who I am right now, and what I would have been. Sometimes making me question whether I'm living the life of my Doppelganger. But I've sent them off, I think I've finally let the barge sail out of my heart. But one goodbye too many it is, Miss.Kaushi is leaving to Singapore tomorrow. And Damn! The person who was there to cushion my every fall, the person who taught me the art of covering things up, who taught me not to let anyone get the better of me, is leaving tomorrow. Here comes that empty feeling again.

It's rarely that a soul other than the four-legged kind gets this close to me, but Miss.Kaushi is my motherly sister. I can't believe she was our French teacher, she was more like the teacher who taught the lesson of Life. The moments the prefects spent in her office, will be stuck for eternity within those walls, reminiscing each time we step in. There's one thing that I'll hardly forget, the Transformer toy she had on her desk, Optimus Prime, it's something close to all the prefects. reminding us of the countless classes we skipped making Miss' Office our bunker. Haha. Good Times.

She gave me Optimus. I couldn't have asked for a better memento. It now stands on my desk, like my motivator, pushing me to work harder.

Wow and I thought I grew up!